Sunday, March 20, 2005

I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK.

Hah. It took me 2 hours to make this template. Yay. I haven't lost my touch yet. -hugs self. Yeah, it's Drew Barrymore again. Can't help it lah. She's just so va-va-voom.

Right now, I am boogie-ing in front of my computer to the sounds of the Caesars Palace's Jerk it out (haiyah, that apple iPod shuffle song lah). I hate how I get so influenced by songs which have a catchy beat (think modern talking, haha).

So school is almost over. No more principles of marketing (which I quite enjoyed the second time around), no more speech comm, no more projects, no more sleepless nights. No more looking like extras from a bad zombie movie. But most importantly, the feuding will come to an end. [Hopefully] everyone will kiss and make up. We're all parting ways. Can't we end things on a good note?

Fused with the relief is a hell of alot of sadness and regret. I can no longer call myself a bauHO. And pasty girl won't be funny anymore. I could cry just thinking about how we're all going to be separated.

I don't want to see Yi Han going to school with anyone other than me. I want to be there to laugh at him when he laughs till he drools at Syed's jokes. I don't want to see Syed making fun of anyone else other than me (and yes, I'd even listen to him poking fun at me sleeping with my mouth open). I don't want him to give anyone else infuriatingly sensible advice. I don't want to see Fiona going "Sial!" while shaking a finger at me. I don't want her to tell other people jokes I don't quite get. I don't want to see Maria stroking someone else's hair or offering fruitips to some stranger. I don't want her to have clam chowder, fries and lemon tea with anybody else other than us. I don't want her to buy earrings with anyone else, damnit.

I'm going to miss everyone and everything so much. -weeps copiously.

And A. I have more feelings for you than you know. How can silly things like age and distance be a barrier? I DON'T CARE ABOUT THINGS LIKE THESE. We're not even together yet and you want to end things because they MIGHT NOT work. We'll work out if you'd let us.

scribbled at 5:00 AM
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